Well, being the odd makes me feel really lonely @ times. Though I know I'm not alone, but I can't help but to think negatively. That's basically how a typical Singaporean actually thinks in the first place isn't it? I've always been telling myself, I'm capable of this & that, yes & I do believe so. That's also how I managed to pull through all those roughness, but.. what if I've to continue on w/ this odd & lonesome feeling? That sort kind of come to testing of my faith in the Lord, I've always been neglecting certain things in my life.. Especially the ones which is in front of me, important ones & little ones. Coming back to think of it, I've always been the one deciding what should I chose since I became independent & fearful of decisions. So, it applies the same to the consequences as well. I'm the one who actually started it in the first place, so.. why should I stop so easily? Why should I waver so easily? Why should I feel that I'm not capable & not confident? I need to tell myself & believe more in myself & also the Lord. He has better plans for us definitely & I should not be impatient & wait faithfully. Ohya! Recently, I haven't been feeling really well.. So do keep me in prayer! Thanks! I guess that's all for now probably! Ciao!